Would you believe it If I said I'm crumbling down? I'm defeated, rather just stare at the ground I know what's needed Time with my pillow crown Time with my pillow crown My dreams run all night long Walking 'round like King Kong Only place I feel strong When my cheeks are dry Days no longer feel right Holding open my eyes Trying hard to feel highs Have I lost my mind? Every day I feel alone If I'm honest But at night I am my throne If I'm honest I'd rather go to bed There's a mess up in my head If I'm honest I'd rather go to bed Yeah, this day I fucking dread If I'm honest There's nowhere else I'd rather be Than swimming in my lucid dreams I'm happier when I'm asleep I'd rather go to bed Wouldn't be anywhere instead If I'm honest, if I am Would you believe it If I said I'm broke inside? I'm depleted Rather just stay in and hide I know what's needed Time with a lullaby Time with a lullaby Every day I feel alone If I'm honest But at night I am my throne If I'm honest I'd rather go to bed There's a mess up in my head If I'm honest I'd rather go to bed Yeah, this day I fucking dread If I'm honest There's nowhere else I'd rather be Than swimming in my lucid dreams I'm happier when I'm asleep I'd rather go to bed Wouldn't be anywhere instead If I'm honest, if I am I just want to live in my dreams I like life better in my sleep I just want to live in my dreams I like life better in my sleep I'd rather go to bed (I just want to live in my dreams) There's a mess up in my head (I like life better in my sleep) If I'm honest I'd rather go to bed (I just want to live in my dreams) Yeah, this day I fucking dread (I like life better in my sleep) If I'm honest There's nowhere else I'd rather be (I just want to live in my dreams) Than swimming in my lucid dreams I'm happier when I'm asleep (I like life better in my sleep) I'd rather go to bed (I like life better in my sleep) Wouldn't be anywhere instead (I like life better in my sleep) If I'm honest, if I am