Now's about the time I'd ask "can I come over?" You'd say "yeah" So I'd take the outbound train to your apartment Now's about the time I'd start to make myself small And you're in bed Asleep or as it seems you're faking deep breaths And I want love That don't mean your body It means I spent all day feeling like nobody And I want the truth Are you in this with me? 'Cause sometimes it feels like we're already history And so I get off the train Before it's your stop And I go insane Another drunk walk back to where I came from I'm in my bedroom I'm so high, I'm thinking of you And I say I won't go outbound again