I wish I could die when no one sees me
Wasting all my time while no one sees me
Wish that I could smile, but nothing heals me
Popped a pill, then fall asleep, but I think I'll stop breathing
I gotta pop two more, just to feel alive
I've never had control over my own life
And I don't really know if I'm gonna survive
My life is a place where everything just tend to fall apart
Constantly fighting my fears
I never seem to win this battle
The devil is counting my sins
I never seem to go to heaven
Go to heaven or hell
Are you wishing me well?
Do you live in a fantasy?
Right over the hill
Taking drugs that I love
Taking drugs that can kill
Trynna smoke outta void
But that's some shit you can feel
Please, make me a wish
Maybe blow me a kiss
Drive off in the whip
Still losing my grip
Need to feel alive
While I'm dead inside
Know you tell me lies
If you say I'm fine
I wish, I wish I was fine
No, I'm not
I wish I could die when no one sees me
Wasting all my time while no one sees me
Wish that I could smile, but nothing heals me
Popped a pill, then fall asleep, but I think I'll stop breathing
I gotta pop two more, just to feel alive
I've never had control over my own life
And I don't really know if I'm gonna survive
My life is a place where everything just tend to fall apart