Sometimes I feel like I'm dying
But that's okay because we'll meet again
And I can't explain how much I wish to feel
The chills around my skin
Because you know I cared
And I tried to change to be a better man
It's no surprise that it's only me
Who thinks that everything is how it seems to be
So save me from myself again
The masquerade amplifies the pain
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really sane
Or am I blinded by the fate
Either way, is it who I am?
Look at me now
Look at me now and tell me who do you see
Is it me or is it the shell of who I used to be
Please help me find myself
Please help me find myself cause I don't know who I am
Sometimes I feel like I'm dying
But that's okay because we'll meet again
And I can't explain how much I wish to feel
The chills around my skin
Because I know you cared
But you escaped to rest in better place
Your words like knives
Still come around
And I can finally join your afterlife
So here I am we finally meet again
I couldn't wait to see your face
Behold the hate inside of me that never left
Even though I've been counting days