I know you heard right, The nerve to hide my fears, And how they made me unwell. I should have said this before now, I'll say it now. You were only trying to help. She hums when she hears, And it's clear. She's not following my lead, She's not listening to me, So I scribbled and scrubbed. I carved and I clawed. All My scriptures On top of the body, Instead of remind me, That the purpose changed. Right as the person changed, And it's strange, That I'm still hanging on. I learned from my mistakes, I'll wipe away your slate. Clean canvas, Music for second chances, Get this over with, I need this off my chest, I need this off my chest, I need this off my chest!! Calm down, I'll slither back to my hole. Calm down, I will not like this outcome. GET THIS OFF MY CHEST!! I cannot calm down. It's not why you're thinking, Don't blink or you'll miss it. I tried to remember, But the pieces don't quite fit. It's just getting blurry, And I'm closer to thirty, Then when we first met. I'll save my regrets, I don't want to forget. The harm that I caused you, With the words that I said, So please quickly leave, To begin without me. Like before we first met.