I grew up today Alone on my high school bathroom floor Listening to bands that make your heart break Wishing that I hadn't stayed up so late And I have to say that I've learned a lot From the lessons that my father taught I know I've got aways to go But I don't believe in ghosts Or forgiveness I think we should all suffer with our choices Because dependency to get the best of me I regret to say That I take the same way to work everyday I regret to say And I spend my money in the worst ways I wonder what I'll be like When I'm 35 Will I even be alive Cause everything looks better In black and white Well I've been changing my mind my whole life Labored breath labeled here right in front of me Voice in my head telling me to go and brush my teeth Allegedly I regret to say That I take the same way to work everyday I lack stability But that's okay, that's okay I wonder what I'll be like When I'm 35 Will I even be alive Cause everything looks better In black and white Well I've been changing my mind my whole life I caught a cold I felt a chill down the back of my spine I watched my dreams come alive Tonight With some old friends of mine I'll stand in line For the things that I want that I need The things that I think complete me