I want to die laughing Falling into a pile of leaves All along not knowing A bed of nails was underneath But I know that it's hard To wake up in the morning. I'll always fall short Of what's expected of me. But I'll be the finest shell That a casket has ever seen. Did you ever see? Did you ever see me? I want to die lonely Because I've never been good at goodbyes Always just floating along Wishing I was just in the sky I have cloud envy. But the way I feel swallows me Choking me down, gnawing it's teeth Until I'm asleep six feet deep Gasping for air, I can't breathe I know it shouldn't be But I know it's meant to be I know it shouldn't be But I know it's meant to be my cemetery.