Why do I always run away? Why do I always take the easy way? I won't go and do that again Gonna work hard, do my best I've got to tell you, the truth The time spent with you Is a waste of life Cause' I've had the biggest crush On you Ever since we first met If you think I'm a monster You're probably right I'm just a monster So run and hide Cause' I'm a dysfunctional mess And I cannot address the truth Yeah I was weak when you needed strong And I can't see where I belong Trying to make things better Trying to make things better for her I was wrong about you I was wrong all along Yeah I was wrong about you I was wrong all along And I just want you to know that I'm a fuck up And I realize that But you already know that I'm a fuck up And I realize that But I can't change I can't change I can't change I can't change