I've made up this day as cold as the ocean that we crossed on our way back to reality A place we hate but a place we left to become friends of bottles and friends of sorrow Where I watched you dance with the smoke that leaves your mouth and swirls around the air Like a ghost Who are you We can't breathe forever You taught me that So I'll just spend these days screaming, "Who are you" Why can't I be myself, why can't I see you one more time