I take my seat as the scenery flickers on An exercise tape for the waking dawn First go the trees changing grey to green behind the wires And then the sun comes up on a field full of tires I felt two things at once when I heard the news I felt upset but I was also confused How did you see your way free to do what you did? I guess I still thought of you as that happy kid But outside the scenery is getting better Who can be sad in with all this space and time passing by? I'm on my way to the funeral of you, my childhood brother And all I can do is look out the window and smile