When god gives you the second chance Walk out with a scholarship Scars on my brain got me numb with that shallow pills Suicidal real reality and temptations But i was stronger than i thought i was Penthouse from the trailer box days Hot boxing no window I was 12 little kid no playstation or nintendos Ramen with no water, no cash for no taxi Got a prepaid phone but I can't call you so just text me Unless we rob or steal I gotta starve but im on tv with the stars Felt the contradiction way before i learned the fuckin word, word Got like twenty strangers every time we roll Nobody really lookin out for my little ass they cold And fifteen years older, busy with their own life I used to cry staring out the window, prolly all nite For no reason all season feeling left out Traumatized as fuck looking left right But i survived suffering But i survived suffering But i survived suffering I survived suffering I was too filipino to koreans eyes To real filipinos I was too koreanized Who that little guy with the braids Where he born and raised he look different Is he from the states, what did he say What kinda language you speak, which school did you go Do you have go to the army when you turn 18 years old What's your race, are you half, Just because i'm tanned Where you mom at, do you still talk to your own dad Man fuck all that question cuz i'm the fucking answer I ain't your entertainer I ain't here to entertain you Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters Life is marathon all i see is bunch of racers Life is fucking short all i see is bunch of haters. But i survived suffering But i survived suffering But i survived suffering I survived suffering