I know that I got to hide
Wish the world was on my side
Try to deal with everything
Many moments fleeing from my mind
Can't even tell myself
How can I tell somebody else
That I'm in misery
And pain, so insane
And it's driving me crazy
Right & wrong, I have to figure out
When I'm feeling up, life always brings me down
I'd rather be lost than ever be found
Try all they want, they'll never figure me out
People never care about who you are
So why would I show them all of my scars
Keep you in the dark
Hide you from my heart
I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside
Know it from the start
Tearing me apart
But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside
Try to change the way I feel
Cheap talks won't work on me
Wanna know if this is real?
I'll show the face I want you to see
Been days since I last slept
So many thoughts left to forget
But my dreams, set me free
Every day, must believe
In a new reality
I know I'm not alone, but I'm losing doubt
Try to keep the faith, but I don't know how
I'd rather be lost than ever be found
Try all they want, they'll never figure me out
People never care about who you are
So why would I show them all of my scars
Keep you in the dark
Hide you from my heart
I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside
Know it from the start
Tearing me apart
But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside
There's a side of me you won't see
No you'll never meet the real me
There's a side of me you won't see
No you'll never meet the real me
I'd rather be lost than ever be found
Try all they want, they'll never figure me out
People never care about who you are
So why would I show them all of my scars
Keep you in the dark
Hide you from my heart
I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside
Know it from the start
Tearing me apart
But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside