All I wanted was to live without the middleman. All you needed was a chance to say, "I told you so". When you're cold and battered all you want is to know you matter to someone. And I had to throw away all the plans we made and now these days. With marks against my shoulders I feel like I'm older than I am. All I want right now is to be my own child. Do you think it makes me a better man just to know I can be alone a while? And I had to throw away all the plans we made and now these days. With marks against my shoulders I feel like I'm older than I am. I am.