I wish the people who lie and say that they love me
Would look me in my pretty face and tell me all of their true intentions
I never really was the drown-it-out type
But I must admit that I got a problem, probably need an intervention
I'm lookin' in the mirror
And recognize the parts of my dad I don't like
And that's the truth that I don't wanna live in
I called my mom last night and told her I've been strugglin'
When it comes to figuring out this thing we call livin'
And do I really want it?
I feel myself falling apart, I feel my soul plummet
Think I'm afraid to talk to God 'cause I don't feel nothin'
I don't want him to think I'm taking all of this for granted
Well shit, maybe I am
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woa-woah-woah-oh
Woa-woah-woah na na-na
Woa-woah-woah-oh
Woa-woah-woah na na-na
Conversations with myself, I'm tryna fight all these demons
Tell me what's the point in this, if I'm not seein' the reason
I've been made to feel like I don't give enough
When in the end it's my heart bleedin'
I put my trust in so many, that only end up leavin'
While the ones who truly love me, end up payin' for their sins
And I've been lyin' to myself, I know this ain't the way to live
And I been reflectin' on what I see in my reflection
I'll tell it all right now and give you every confession so you can
Ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm Jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road, I'ma walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Yeah, ask me how I feel, I'ma say I'm jaded
Look me in my eyes, don't you see me faded
It's a long road I'ma, walk it alone
I pray to God that my heart don't turn cold
Woa-woah-woah-oh
Woa-woah-woah na na-na
Woa-woah-woah-oh
Woa-woah-woah na na-na