I've always found it hard to open up It doesn't come easily to me Spent all my life not knowing where I'm from Stuck in hide and seek, I'm heavy How I'm wanting you to understand Maybe if you did, you'd stick around I was hopeful, so fast Now I'm hopeless even faster Tell me how it can last I wanna hold on to the way you make me feel I don't know how to deal with The way you make me feel, no I've always found it hard to give my trust But honestly I don't know why, no It's not like I've ever let my heart feel love So why am I so damn scared of trying? How I'm wanting you to understand Maybe if you did, you'd stick around I was hopeful, so fast Now I'm hopeless even faster Tell me how it can last I wanna hold on to the way you make me feel I don't know how to deal with The way you make me feel, no Will you stay 'til I feel sober? By my side 'cause I still wonder Is it really real? Or is it just how I feel? Will you stay 'til I feel sober? By my side 'cause I still wonder Is it really real? Or is it just how I feel? I was hopeful, so fast Now I'm hopeless even faster Tell me how it can last I wanna hold on to the way you make me feel I don't know how to deal with The way you make me feel, no