Don't wanna drift away back to my old self
Lookin' back on my days I'm like oh well
Actin' like I'm fine, I won't lie to my own self
Ain't goin' back to the time I had no help
It's all in my head, I will never forget
I will never regret, yeah I said what I said
I'll never look back, I am makin' my way
I ain't staying the same, don't wanna fade away
Away go the thoughts in my brain,
I don't want all this fame, oh you thought I would change, cause of all of the following Eh?
I forgot I'm insane, for a second, apart from this hate, all I got was a lotta mistakes
That would haunt me, I made.
I guess what it taught me was change
For yourself, but just not for the fakes
To be honest, some of y'all filled with hate
While I can't sleep at night, but I spend all my time, sleeping all day, man I know I am Lazy
Me on the rise, is just all that I'm craving, it's all in my mind. Wanna make sure I make it
Every day is as bad as the last, it is wasted
I'm okay but I'm not, man I hate this
I could change it, but I just can't, with the way, this is all panning out, I just
Don't wanna drift away back to my old self
Lookin' back on my days I'm like oh well
Actin' like I'm fine, I won't lie to my own self
Ain't goin' back to the time I had no help
It's all in my head, I will never forget
I will never regret, yeah I said what I said
I'll never look back, I am makin' my way
I ain't staying the same, don't wanna fade away
Last year was a time, I could never look back
Humbled, and learned, how it's crazy the fact
That I'm here, wanna hear, what it took for that
I can finally tell you this story, I'm glad
'Cause I never saw me, in the mirror, I've seen
A sorry excuse of a human, like me
9/22 had a scarf on that chain
Neck through and I made it, afraid of my peeps
Turning their backs, I was low, and I knew
No matter my actions, I'd lose
All of these people, I've lost quite a few
Can't have them all in the way of the Loop
Now I got you, I won't take it for granted
Once you break it, man it's something that you can't fix
I can't lose you and I hope you understand it
Y'all are my family
Don't wanna drift away back to my old self
Lookin' back on my days I'm like oh well
Actin' like I'm fine, I won't lie to my own self
Ain't goin' back to the time I had no help
It's all in my head, I will never forget
I will never regret, yeah I said what I said
I'll never look back, I am makin' my way
I ain't staying the same, don't wanna fade away