Found myself searching for meaning
In the bottom of bottles
Treat every night like the weekend
Got friends that turn into follows and it ain't
It ain't the fault of nobody
They all just growing up quickly
Hope I'm not left in the lobby I got my
I got my bro gettin' married
And all my homies in relationships
And I'm just writing commentary
I signed up for this, I got that down
Will I forever be the odd one out?
I swear, I'm not in no rush
I swear if I never find someone
I'll be good how I was
But I been seein' the changes
I can't ignore what's around me
And I can't help but be scared that
She won't even know that she found me when I
I met the love of my life
She got good head on her shoulders
There ain't no way I'm her type
I got no steady job
I got nothing saved up
I'm chasing stupid dreams
I know I'm dumb in love
You changed all of my plans
I saw my future the moment you made me your man and now
I'm just hoping I don't let you down
Can't go back to bein' lost without you now that I've been found
It can't be easy bein' on display
I know I put some things in the open
I'm an artist, I don't know no other way
I hope you know there's people that relate
Far from perfect but we're not our mistakes
When it's time I'm in a better place
You gon' be the only girl I ever chased
Please bear with me while I grow
I'ma need you with me when I'm old
Don't give up on me yet
Still a lot of story untold
They say when a writer loves you
You can never die
Girl, can you feel me writing songs about you?
When I look into your eyes, I swear I'm
I swear, I'm not in no rush
I swore if I never found someone
I'd be good how I was
But I been seein' the changes
I can't ignore what's around me
And I can't help but be scared that
She might regret that she found me the night I
I met the love of my life
She got good head on her shoulders
There ain't no way I'm her type
I got no steady job
I got nothing saved up
I'm chasing stupid dreams
I know I'm dumb in love
You changed all of my plans
I saw my future the moment you made me your man and now
I'm just hoping I don't let you down
Can't go back to bein' lost without you now that I've been found