I've spent the last two years of my life Tryin' to find a way back I've been looking in the mirror And tryin' to face facts 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turnin' So what am I afraid of? So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of it I'll spend the next two years of my life Tryin' to find the right path And if it takes me where I wanna go I won't ever look back 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turnin' So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of myself So what am I afraid of? So what am I afraid of? Afraid of it