I've spent the last two years of my life
Tryna find a way back
And I've been lookin' in the mirror
And tryin' to face facts
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurtin'
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin'
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop me 'cause you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most
Is I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid of myself
I'll spend the next two years of my life
Tryna find the right path
And if it takes me where I wanna go
I won't ever look back
'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurtin'
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turnin'
So what am I afraid of?
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop me 'cause you were my rock (were my rock)
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else (somebody else)
Oh, what hurts the most
Is I'm afraid of myself
(I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid)
I'm afraid of myself
(I'm afraid of myself)
I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid of myself