I've felt this since I was young The only thing that always keeps me breathing You might think it' s just for fun I guess that I will just let you believe it It's not easy to understand You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go Cause this ain't a race, this is my place so what? You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go I won't try to leave it all behind The choice is made and I'm fine Now it's way too late to fucking save me You will never know what this means to me I 'm not crazy It's not easy to understand You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go Cause this ain't a race, this is my place so what? You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go I won't try to leave it all behind More than a dream It's my oxygen, my everything You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go Cause this ain't a race, this is my place so what? You will never know what this really means to me I just can't let it go I won't try to leave it all behind