I'm opening my mind, I'm free of pain
When I look back at my life, I'm able to sustain
All my life I've lived in fear
When torture hits my mind, I feel my fucking end is near
This shelter is were I'll stay
Looking up to the sky
Take my prayers inside with me
All alone in this world I feel no one cares for me
I was promised the world, I was promised heaven
Instead they gave me hell
Looking up to the sky, where is my God now?
Where is your fucking God?
Religion is changing people in a strange way
Leading mindless rats, believing in a better place
The truth is harsh reality
Feeling a cold hand embrace
Redemption comes with hidious ways
I am waiting way too long
When will I be erased
Believing in a better place
When no one cares, it's surely hard to face