I'm opening my mind, I'm free of pain When I look back at my life, I'm able to sustain All my life I've lived in fear When torture hits my mind, I feel my fucking end is near This shelter is were I'll stay Looking up to the sky Take my prayers inside with me All alone in this world I feel no one cares for me I was promised the world, I was promised heaven Instead they gave me hell Looking up to the sky, where is my God now? Where is your fucking God? Religion is changing people in a strange way Leading mindless rats, believing in a better place The truth is harsh reality Feeling a cold hand embrace Redemption comes with hidious ways I am waiting way too long When will I be erased Believing in a better place When no one cares, it's surely hard to face