What have I done, trust in what you know
Secrets undone, we reap the path we sow
I'm going under, I start to feel the tow
Fight the rage in a cage turn the page
All the hate in the waves and it's crashing on
Feel the wickedness, all the sicknesses
So ridiculous, these false images
All the timidness really recklessness
Facing negligence, trying to make some cents
I just really want a payout
I stay looking for a way out
Late nights that I stay out
Memories start to fade out
Drinking 'til my death bed
Loyalty is so dead
Sometimes I feel restless
From the pain inside my head
I'm ill inside
From death can't hide
They kill for stripes
Gotta roll the dice
We pay the price for eternal life
I have paid the price for eternal light
This eternal light
It is blinding bright
Swallowing my pride
Death is on my side
Ugh ugh really what's up?
Gunning for goals like bullets and bucks
Fuck all this pain, man I've had me enough
Down for my dawgs like I'm burying pups
Mind full of fog drank in my cup
Right all my wrongs so I'm left with enough
All of this pain stay bottles up
If I pour it out it would fill up a tub
Do you really want this smoke?
In Hell inhale let's toke
The burdens that I tote
Leave me bent and broke
Drinking 'til my death bed
Loyalty is so dead
Sometimes I feel restless
From the pain inside my head
I'm ill inside
From death can't hide
They kill for stripes
Gotta roll the dice
We pay the price for eternal life
I have paid the price for eternal light
This eternal light
It is blinding bright
Swallowing my pride
Death is on my side