I let my guard down
You got my heart now
Are you sure that
You're not running away
I'd be lying if I told you
I don't have my doubts about this
But I know
I'm more in love than afraid
And it's getting better every day
I wanna believe that you love me
I wanna be vulnerable
I wanna be open to knowing
You chose me
When I don't have total control
I wanna have goals with you
I wanna grow with you
So we don't just fall into roles
Of what we think
That we're supposed to do
When I'm not with you
I'm missing you
Nothing feels better
Than kissing you
I wanna move way to quick
And move in with you
Then have a couple of kids with you
But that don't fit in with the life
I said in the beginning
That I want to live with you
I don't want this to be something to limit you
I wanna show you it's love
From the freedom I'm giving you
I am not your missing piece
You're not the single thing
To make me feel complete cause
That's too many expectations on you
And a lot of pressure
On the way we feel
About each other now
To last forever
And we know better
Than to think that's true
That honeymoon phase's all consuming
When the feeling is new
But then I start to doubt
That I could ever live without you
Thoughts of panic that you'll leave me
I'm afraid to say out loud to you cause
I let my guard down
You got my heart now
Are you sure that
You're not running away
I'd be lying if I told you
I don't have my doubts about this
But I know
I'm more in love than afraid
And it's getting better every day
We know what we got is special
We don't label it
We don't need the validation
Just to see how great this is
Whatever you think lol make you happy
I'm ok with it
Cause seeing you succeeding
Is worth more than our relationship
And that's some crazy shit
I've never felt this selfless
I see you struggling with some stuff
That maybe I could help with
I've made a plethora of mistakes
But there's been wealth in it
And telling you what I have learned
Is why it's called in"tell"igence
I'd fuck with you
Even if both of us were celibate
I love you like you're family
And I love all of you relatives
Real with my feelings
No exceptions or embellishments
And trust that you would never
Let those feelings feel irrelevant
You love me
And you've been patient
As I've accepted it
You tell me that I'm special
When I'm acting like a pessimist
I tell you you're remarkable
So you'll always remember it
No matter where this leads us
It was definitely for the better that
I let my guard down
You got my heart now
Are you sure that
You're not running away
I'd be lying if I told you
I don't have my doubts about this
But I know
I'm more in love than afraid
And it's getting better every day
I wanna thank you
For being patient while I figure me out
Even if it don't last forever
I believe I'm loveable now