I'm awake Can't escape Feel like I'm fallin' Should I stay? Either way I'm down if you're rollin... Layin on the kitchen floor someone knocking at my door Tell myself it's all in my head I can be your ride or cry Cross my heart and hope to die Why do I cut off all my friends? Cuz I get higher when I'm down When theres no one else around I get higher when I'm down down down When there's no one else around round round Layin on the kitchen floor demons goin back and forth Everyone get out of my head Don't know what I'm runnin from All I know it weighs a ton Think I'm safer under my bed If I let go will we all fall? You don't even know me You think I care? I don't I swear Baby that's the old me No more excuses Maybe I love the lows I'm under pressure Maybe I just might grow Layin on the kitchen floor someone knocking at my door Tell myself it's all in my head Why do I cut off all my friends? Cuz I get higher when I'm down When theres no one else around I get higher when I'm down down down When there's no one else around round round Layin on the kitchen floor demons goin back and forth Everyone get out of my head Don't know what I'm running from All I know it weighs a ton Think I'm safer under my bed Cuz I get higher when I'm down When theres no one else around And I get higher when I'm down down down When there's no one else around round round Layin on the kitchen floor someone knocking at my door Tell myself it's all in my head Why do I cut off all my friends?