I wake in the evening I lay on my back, I stare at the ceiling Why would you talk to me like that? I can't understand it, but I keep repeating. You've been looking left You've been looking right Look at what you left of me I'm not eating right. I can't lie like I'm supposed to I want to know you like I chose to. I make plans for the endless evenings I'm begging to be busy, too busy to be bleeding Oh, don't talk to me like that You don't understand it, the hand that you're dealing. You keep looking left You keep looking right And I'm tired of trying To be all right. 'Cause I can't lie like I'm supposed to I want to know you like I chose to. Do you ever think about it? Does this city feel less crowded to you? Do you ever think about it? Does this city feel less crowded to you? 'Cause I can't lie like I'm supposed (Do you ever think about it?) I want to know you like I chose to (Do you ever think about it?) I can't lie like I'm supposed to (Do you ever think about it?) I want to know you like I chose to Like I chose to Like I chose to.