I can sense you through the mist in the moonlit night
Shadows dancing
To the beat of the pounding heart
Nocturnal breeze whispers my name
Alters my spirit and feeds my pain
I can feel you in my veins and inside my mind
I cannot believe
It's tearing my mind, and I
I cannot decieve my hunger for pain, though I've tried
Wake me up from this slumber
In the morning I stare at the face of despair
I cannot hide, dreading for the day
Fade the moment, the moment when I'm host
I can see behind what I believe in
The reflection of me, nothing lives, nothing dies
Will I see this forever?
In the morning I fear mirror's truth
Darkness will rise, it's holding my heart
Taking control of my senses
(Take me) I will not drown
(Break me) Use my soul and
(Hate me) I will not feel
(I will) I'll embrace this beast.
I cannot believe
It's tearing my mind and I
I cannot decieve my hunger for pain, though I've tried
Waking to the state I've been turned
Darkness all around, and in my mind
You will stand before me, losing hope
Waiting for the screams to be heard
Feeding on your fear it's my reward
You cannot escape this, that's when you bleed
Am I lost now?
Will I wake up?
I'm numb and lifeless
Will I fight this... or lose?
Through the windows shines the crescent moonlight
The empty wall reveals a missing portrait... of me
It's lost...
Seeking for myself in desperation, am I gone?
The mirror shows me my reflection turned to stone
Scream will say my name, but no-one answers
Can't remember how I used to look like
Now I'm gone
Night's approaching
Its close but I w'ont turn into... you
Cause I w'ont let you take my spirit nor take my soul
I will not fear
Searching through my mind
The mirror shows me
Reflecfting what is real
I cannot believe
It's tearing my mind and I
I cannot decieve
My hunger for pain (my hunger for pain)
I cannot believe
Reflecting my soul
And I, I cannot be free
Until it's gone (Until it's gone), this beast inside
How I tried...
How I lied...
How I cried...