I only have Myself to abhor I'm a waste of space I don't wanna be here anymore Sick of keeping score Everything I did I don't wanna be remembered for Forgive me cause I can't Ever see myself forgetting any fucking thing Cause the poison can't be bled Even if I try my best to take away the sting Inflicting pain to every single person I've tried to adore I'd urge myself so passively to change what I can't anymore My hands contort and reach my back I brush a knife to draw a map Of places I can never see The peace that I can never have Cause I only have I only have I only have myself Myself to abhor I'm a waste of space I don't wanna be here anymore Sick of keeping score Everything I did I don't wanna be remembered for Forgive me cause I can't Ever see myself forgetting any fucking thing (I can't see myself) Cause the poison can't be bled Even if I try my best to take away the sting I only have