Here I am Just a poor boys dream My life's lost in trouble You know what I mean Knowing the gutter There ain't no escape Life has no offers just my body is raped All my broken promises Intentions that have failed Helped me cross the borderline All the screaming memories That I wasted in my life Creeping death is gonna shine I am lost but I will find Just a little piece of mind To keep my self back in control Will it ever be the same The syrenge is calling out my name See myself I am addicted To serenity Wasted time For a shot to come The bigger they are The more I'm done Sacred feelings There ain't no return Suicide solution In hell I will burn (Bridge) (Chorus)