I taste the fear to numb the tear Trapped by the source of my infection I play the martyr submerged in this pool The corporation used me like they brainwashed you Life is seen so cold and benign I don't want to be saved I'm next in line to die Labeled sick But I'm just a man Everyone I love has left me for dead This void illusion I suffer for They made me their god And I am so much more than you Life is seen so cold and benign I don't want to be saved I'm next in line to die I don't want to be saved I'm next in line I taste the fear to numb the tear Trapped by the source of my infection Life is seen through heroin dreaming cold and benign I don't want to be saved I'm next in line to die I don't want to be saved I'm next in line and I don't want to be saved I'm a dead man, I'm a sick man I'm the pilot of my destruction I'm a dead man, I'm a sick man I'm the pilot of my destruction The pilot of my destruction