This Tumultuous fall second to none Rips apart the miniscule remains of hope Subtlety until it's bottlenecked & devastation follows behind. With painful hopes (of) betrayal tightening around my throat Is this suicide? A murderous regret looms Rollercoaster of hope, hopelessness, meaning, meaninglessness & purpose This epitome of perfection is shattered And human once again Rollercoaster of hope, hopelessness, meaning, meaninglessness & purpose Yet swinging by miniscule dividends gutted in shame Almost shimmering into ashes Almost simmering into these tears While the sly ego, in parallel strives to be heard Screaming on the hinges of the past.