I'm afraid to dream And look into the future What if I crash into a wall and then it kills me Afraid of all the things that I'll uncover What if my mind erupts and no one understands me Afraid my past Will haunt me to remember the feeling When my finger was on the trigger The feeling What if my mind erupts and no one understands me What if my mind erupts and no one understand me What if my mind erupts and no one understand me What if my mind erupts and no one understand me What if my mind erupts and no one understand me Yeah, Depression's my only disciple Lock me inside a mental asylum I'm afraid of my mind and my health Don't leave me alone by myself Oh Doctor, I'm still not convinced Your prescription's not helping I'm sick I can feel it run straight through my chest Like electric, it shoots down my neck Do you believe me now? I've been living through hell Do you believe me Do you believe me now I've been living through hell Do you believe me Do you believe me Believe me ♪ I'm afraid to dream And look into the future What if I crash into a wall and then it kills me Afraid of all the things that I'll uncover What if my mind erupts and no one understands me Afraid my past Will haunt me to remember the feeling When my finger was on the trigger The feeling What if my mind erupts and no one understands me