I remember still
A scary wounded weasel
"Teaching me the life"
Scratch marks of the hissing
A flesh eating worm
Laying cists in my ovule
Carefully placed
Parasitic pus cells
Growing everyday
Never let me breath
Never let me feel
Never let me be
Moving
Moving
Moving
It's moving
Get it off
Get it off
Get it off
Please get it off
An insulted bird
Threw up in my mouth
Eternal snakes
Of low spirits underground
Gave birth to each other
And freshly dead ones
Crawled into
The newborns' reproductive tract
A noisey abuser
Bragging inside
A patient
Screaming
All day in my mind
You broke me for life
You broke me for life
You broke me for life
Killed the man who I could love
"We love you
Now please buy this and this"
"We love you
Now please sign here and here"
"We love you
Now please..."
"We love you
Now please feel this and this"
"We love you
Now please..."
I got ants
I got ants in my mouth
Please Ma help me
This isn't
This isn't what you've thought
Please Ma help me
No one knows
No one knows better than this
We all failed it
No one has
And no one will see us
Roaming naked
I lay down near my skin
This won't be the first empire we've failed
So long
We all lost
So long
Can pain kill?