I move in tides and I'm drifting out
I've been, far from certainty
So far from sure (shore)
Ain't seen the land in a long time
Not quite sinking
Not at all swimming, but yeah
I know that my breaths on the decline
Look for solace
In a quick fix, distraction and pleasure
Then I stopped and I delved in the sad mind
I see kingdoms built to keep heaviness at bay
I see kingdoms and monuments of bad times
Brick by brick
Deconstructed these warped paradigms
And reconstruct the stones into temples
Hit by hit, take a sledgehammer
Bang bang BANG to the rotten bits
That's my catharsis
Lyrically processed, spiritually shared
I never had a hold of my own head
But in beauty and destruction we grow
And in soundwaves and space yes I flow yes I flow I
Pricked my thumb on a rosebud
Watched as it oozed ruby red
That's when I learned the most beautiful things hurt
The most here in life's flowerbed