What's happening to me
The breeze makes it hard to breathe And I know this is more than anxiety
So sorry if I seem cold
I'm just working on myself, babe
The times gotten harder and I'm getting smarter
But no, I'm still struggling
I'm still struggling
I'm still floating in this never-ending dream
I'm just coping with the trials of my life it seems
I'm on a lazy river with no map and no key
I found the spot, but it's time for me to leave
I've been jumping through the hoops, babe
Can't catch my breath or think now as of late
This voice in my head is telling me I'm fake
Just shut her up and just graduate
You know I live to get through the day
Nothing quenches boredom when you're stuck in the wake
I feel so quiet when I'm screaming so loud
With words I wish I never spoke somehow
I'm still floating in this never-ending dream
I'm just coping with the trials of my life it seems
I'm on a lazy river with no map and no key
I found the spot
But it's time for me to leave