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Ah ha!
[Verse 1:]
I grew up in the H town
Living life on the blocks
From then that's when i became unorthodox
Used to tie knots in my socks
Fill them with rocks
And i'd, swing your jaw if you gave bad looks
Now i havn't changed
Still slightly deranged
Still slightly outraged
And i feel insane
Like the, way i could take so much pain
Like a feen life is real
Do you know what i mean
Ever since the days i was young
I would bust up your clicks if you run up your tongue
And, in my hood i see mans getting worked
And that man would come back and say that man got murked, yeah!
I can say that my lives been hard
Since six i slepted in a two bedroom yard
So i, keep listing my fool where i'm knowin'
I know where i've been
So i know where i'm going
[Chorus: (x2)]
You don't know where I've been
You don't know what i've been through
So how can you judge me
You don't know bout the life that I got
You don't know what it's like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
(That will be my one wish!)
[Verse 2:]
I got the HSE blood in me
I run my east side
I'm the girl gully man chick
Born in E5
And i've always believed in man
Ever since i was young
Cause the girls acting bitchy and the man takes long
I learned how to move and stay wise on the streets
Cause my older boys taught me how to rush and roll deep
Watch my moves getting moved
Watch my moods getting moods
To survive out here
You gotta do what you do
Hustling on the corner shotting work
Cause if your grinding gotta make it work
Cause life is hard and life is real
And man other days don't care when they kill
Boys under sixteen
Life taking no good
Sit back and sigh
What the fuck is going on
This is wrong
Tell the families of lost ones i'm sorry
R.I.P to babies Jessica and Holly
[Chorus: (x2)]
You don't know where I've been
You don't know what i've been through
So how can you judge me
You don't know bout the life that I got
You don't know what it's like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
(That will be my one wish!)
[Bridge:]
They don't know what i'm going through
They don't know what i'm going through
They don't know what i'm going through
They don't know what it's like for me or you
[Verse 3:]
The hood holds loyalty
The hood holds faith
The hood holds struggle
And the hood holds rage
The hood holds haterz that wanna grudge me,
But i don't really care if you wanna judge me
So i don't care if you like me or hate me
Cause lately a lot of heads wanna vibe crazy
But i ain't here to make new friends
Shystie is just here to make a means to the ends
So ima be the reason why you step up your pace in this race
Ima take every chicks fan base
Ima be the realest girl in the game
Ima be the reason people forget your name
Cause i'm bigin' on this
Big vibing on this
And i don't care who likes me and who's pissed
Cause Shysties here and i'm rapping it for London
I'm never gonna be a pop MC you must be dumb man
[Chorus: (x2)]
You don't know where I've been
You don't know what i've been through
So how can you judge me
You don't know bout the life that I got
You don't know what it's like to live in my slot
This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right
Every night i pray to god please turn out the light
That will be my one wish!
(That will be my one wish!)