It's swimming through my head Like every other one Like any other one, it still adds up My old familiar friend You know just what I want Convinced that what I've got, is not enough I get so frustrated, that I cannot shake it I feel contagious, my will is breaking I love the way it tastes I shovel every crumb And to swollen limbs I have gone numb I see what makes it sin So the will be done of everything I hate And have become For moments of bliss and beautiful things The craving is long and unforgiving The shadow of regret has made a friend of me For moments of bliss and beautiful things