I'm counting down the minutes, counting down the days
Of when I'll finally, someday, feel okay
But I wont hold my breath, I fear my lungs might collapse
Under the weight of faith and the weight of hopelessness
But the feeling will never pass
With all this weight on my chest
I've lived this last year
Loathing
Everything I Am
I've lost touch with who I used to be
I want to sleep with the clouds
I want to swim with the stars
Maybe then I could heal these scars
I've heard it one time, two times, three times before
Life gets better and I'm worth so much more
And that's fine
(That's fine)
But I won't waste my fucking time on wishful thinking
You don't know the lows I feel most nights
I've lived this last year
Loathing
Everything I Am
I've lost touch with who I used to be
I want to sleep with the clouds
I want to swim with the stars
Maybe then I could heal these scars
The cycle remains
Fuck wishing for better days
I've accepted that this is the way life was meant for me
Now hold your breath dear, we're going under waves again
There's no way out of here, I fear that this may be the end
With heads underwater, these are my words I leave for you
As my skin gets colder, living in this world without you
"Now hold your breath dear, we're going under waves again"
There's no way out of here, I fear that this may be the end