Uhh
Lost the love I had maybe like a year ago
Day before my birthday, cryin' at your funeral
I was dyin', I ain't lyin', just thought you should know
You the one I looked to even when my head was low
You the one I looked to even when my bread was low
Accepted me for who I was, gave me room to grow
I wish I treated you better, yeah, I'm so pitiful
Seein' you in that casket, it made me wanna go
Yeah, my head was low
You were so beautiful
Bury me next to you, my heart is so unusable
Tears runnin' down my face, I don't even catch 'em though
See the pain through the shades, I can't even feel no more
No, I can't feel no more, can't hide and feel no more
Look up to God and ask him what I'm even livin' for
Everything I love, I lost 'cause when he call I press 'Ignore'
I hope I see you again, you're what I long for
When I close my eyes, I see you in my head and now
I can't even love another without feeling down
Wish I could take you from the skies and disappear now
They tell me, "It get better," but they ain't around
Lost the love I had maybe like a year ago
Day before my birthday, cryin' at your funeral
I was dyin', I ain't lyin', just thought you should know
You the one I looked to even when my head was low
Runnin' red lights, 'cause I don't wanna live no more
Done with love now, 'cause I don't wanna give no more
Can't believe you left me, I know you're somewhere better though
I love you and miss you, I just thought you should know
Your brother he still text me, I know he tryna bless me
Ask me to come to church on Sunday knowin' I'm not ready
Left without tellin' me, I cannot say I'm ever ready
I'm still angry, lost, and hurt, you did that when you left me
My life is so unsteady, I know that you regret me
Your momma ain't remember me at first but she still fed me
You should know that I can't love again, my heart is heavy
Bury me next to you, I'll follow you if you will let me
Lost the love I had maybe like a year ago
Day before my birthday, cryin' at your funeral
I was dyin', I ain't lyin', just thought you should know
You the one I looked to even when my head was low
You the one I looked to even when my bread was low
Accepted me for who I was, gave me room to grow
I wish I treated you better, yeah, I'm so pitiful
Seein' you in that casket, it made me wanna go
Okay, I wanna go, I'm ridin' in the car now
Hundred on the dash, I close my eyes and crack a smile
Thinkin' 'bout how close I am to meet and see ya' now
But I use brakes and realize I would really let you down
You should know