My swollen (lightning rod) Lying face down in my bed I think I'm dying (like a dog) Every time I get upset It takes a lifetime (to understand) I don't remember what I said It happened slowly (on the clock) I missed the messages you sent Full of love and full of sadness I miss everything you said Full of love and full of sadness I miss everything you send Be specific (this could last a long time) If there's something that you need For some reason (this could be the last time) You don't think that I am real I'm not nervous (this is a good plan) But I don't know what I feel I think about it (I am) And I feel like I can breathe And you could imagine the rest of your life Well, good for you And I could imagine the end of the world And nothing else Take it in turns To tell everyone else about it now (This is a good plan) She always forgets that I'm here I don't think about it now (I am a good man) And you could imagine the rest of your life Well, good for you And I could imagine the end of the world And nothing else Take it in turns To tell everyone else about it now (This is a good plan) She always forgets that I'm here I don't think about it now (I am a good man) (I am a good man) (I am a good man) (I am a good man) (I am a good man)