You're the place
Inside my heart
That wakes me up
When Summer starts
Where I go
You will be
When I die
You'll come for me
You'll come for me
Come for me
You'll come for me
If death is hanging round the young
Tell me why is living getting old
What happens when it turns black
Like lungs filled with cigarette smoke
Back when I was younger I was scared of honor roll
So I turned to the marijuana smoke.
They told me everything that's dead and buried gotta go.
Watch it burn, see the flare and Adios
Ok, Ok, Ok
They won't miss me no way
You can take my life
Ain't nobody stopping you
I scrutinize ally
Middle school, battling with suicidal thoughts.
Think I'm perfect but the truth is that I'm not
I wonder what would happen God if you and I would box
I was 5 years old having thoughts about death and
Ain't nobody console me with a proper description.
So I reasoned that meant one day I'd run outn of breath,
And some evil man in the sky was gonna make that decision
The concept of death was too extensive for my 5
Year old finite mind to comprehend it or accept it.
In Kindergarten having violent thoughts of bullets flying
Through my window and my soul flying in a black abyss forever
Is the penalty for sin,
One day every thought I have will end?
How is that a win?
The blood ain't running underneath my skin,
Maggots eating everything within
My body in a box
Decomposing underneath some rocks
I'm cherishing the final tear that drops
Right before my casket locks.
What's the point of living at all if
One day oblivion's the only thing I got.
Mhm
How can you expect a tree to grow
Underneath gravity believing it would never fall?
And baby let's be honest if another day was promised,
Would you answer one of heaven's calls?
You're happy when you're rising
But it's natural to despise the moment you begin to level off
I'll give a second birth to you if you believe I
Gave the second death to Christ instead of y'all
(Instead of y'all)
You're the place
Inside my heart
That wakes me up
When Summer starts
Where I go
You will be
When I die
You'll come for me
You'll come for me