And somebody told me I can't be mad at God
How am I 'posed to be Your son if I can't show my heart?
You tell me that You love me
I know that You above it all, but this above me
Dad, Mom, wife, Grandma got the V, that's troubling
Auntie died of it, honestly, that's still rubbin' me
I got all these feelings in my heart, man, it's bubbling
I wish I could trust in You the way that I put trust in me
See You do it once or twice, I read about it heavily
In my life, You ownin' three, concernin' me
I need You to talk 'cause Your silence is really deafening
Tell me how You figure that
I've been down for years, this take a genesis
You say You love me for me, but all I really see is cap
"Things don't go the way that you thinkin', and you can't handle that
I told you fight the good fight of faith, but you don't fight your tap
E'erything you got I done gave you, so what you givin' back?
'Cause I could take the beat out your heart and wouldn't be wrong for that
Instead, I gave you life that's eternal and put you on to that
And everyone you lovin' on me, I'm where they home is at
Satan uncorrected your mind, you drawin' backwards in the cell
Eyes open, but your heart done went blind
How My goodness make you dark inside?
Guess My love for you ain't what you thought it implied
Downtime, it's got a hole in my side and holes in my hands
My love for you is eternal, believe I am what I am
Death ain't ever been a part of the plan, so I came to give life
So if you know Me, you gon' rise up again"
"I ain't ever said it would be easy, tell Me who told you it'd be easy
I said when the rain come, I'm right there when you need Me
Yeah, I'm right there when you need Me, yeah, yeah, yeah
I ain't ever been a bad guy, Satan is a lie
He tryna divide, tryna give Me credit for the things that he devise
You started to believe it, I can see it in your eyes"
Please don't go, please don't go
Got a heavy burden, I need You to lay it down, He carried it for a while
"You can't hide 'cause I seek, only let your guard down
Who told you that when you talk to Me that you gotta be fake?
Please don't kick Me out your heart, 'cause I died to take that space
You ain't gotta do the race, you not a track star
But no matter where you go, you never that far"
God, I believe, but He want belief
I got so many chains, in my mind they holdin' me
If you knew better, you would do better
Honestly, I feel like it's some things You could've done better
If I was in Your shoes, like-, I'm in Your shoes, right?
How I say I love You when I let You have them cold nights?
Ain't no food up in the fridge, but I know You know, right
Power off, You could flip the switch off, won't get no light
I'm just bein' real, tryna let You in my heart and let You know just how it feel
I know You got a plan, but did You hide it in Your will?
What purpose did it serve? I need Your help to help me heal
'Cause I'm tired for real, I've been tryin' for real
I told You that I love You, I think I'm lyin', for real
In worship, I be loud, inside I'm dyin', for real
Remind myself of how I be hidin', for real, I be cryin', for real
"Bruh, I know how you feel
I was up in the garden, like 'Father, is this Your will?', I'm dyin' to help a heal
And Judas came wit' a kiss, thought he was My dawg, for real
Could have set it off, but I was thinkin' 'bout y'all, for real
I had angels by my side to get me out of the deal
But the scars on my back was your price to be healed
When I died, and I rose, I brought life to the village
Life ain't that life that's gon' die when you killed
Take it back to the Genesis, the plan that I laid out
Perfection, man, it want Me come together after they get my essence
Then a child is born into a place where there is blessings
I get to see him face to face, I get to teach him lessons
That's when I intended to bring you in
But sin put you in a whole different predicament
Satan is why you couldn't see the light, no filament
I know you mad, but I am not to blame, I'm innocent
"I ain't ever said it would be easy, tell Me who told you it'd be easy
I said when the rain come, I'm right there when you need Me
Yeah, I'm right there when you need Me, yeah, yeah, yeah
I ain't ever been a bad guy, Satan is a lie
He tryna divide, tryna give Me credit for the things that he devise
You started to believe it, I can see it in your eyes"
Please don't go, please don't go
Got a heavy burden, I want You to lay it down, He carried it for a while
"You can't hide 'cause I seek, only let your guard down
Who told you that when you talk to Me that you gotta be fake?
Please don't kick Me out your heart, 'cause I died to take that space
You ain't gotta do the race, you not a track star
But no matter where you go, you never that far"