Going in deeper I'm losing myself Lost in the darkness I'm searching for help Holy Spirit lead me from the depths of this hell A light in the darkness You love my soul I find myself all alone It's raining September It's getting cold I'm walking this path but I'm going slow I'm praying to God but I'm losing hope I'm fighting these demons Will I suffer again in another ole season These voices repeating There's love lost and I couldn't even see it These people were never my dawgs or friends They laughed at me and wanted the devil to win I'm fighting with sin I cry to God But I know I'll do it I'll do it again Overcome by emotions I want to change But I feel like I'm anchored to oceans What's the point of losing fighting myself Whenever I cry nobody helps Bottles on bottles Pills on Pills Everyone ignoring the signals they ill I want to live It's the decisions i'm making feel what i feel what i feel What's it take to have a man go change I give up my dreams I give up my drank Taking these steps and I'm walking with faith A light in the darkness I know that he real Going in deeper I'm losing myself Lost in the darkness I'm searching for help Holy Spirit lead me from the depths of this hell A light in the darkness You love my soul Look at the outside The world is all changing The people ain't praying The leaders are faking Eating the fruit we so fed up by Satan I see why we out of line Too quick to come criticize Like people can't change No riches no fame The diamonds will age Time will die out The body will fade Your soul ain't a sacrifice God on my side So you know that I walk with ease Ice on my neck But holding no centerpiece Died on the cross because he saw my iniquity He is a love that can shine through hypocrisy He is a filler of souls Changing my pain to hope His glory alone I cannot fear no foe Can turn the silver to Gold Life to the broken leaves Was dead in my soul But hit with the word of peace Strength to the marrow Now I see myself differently Hitting gas cuz I'm running from the older me Packing my bags cuz now I can finally see Yeah open my eyes and now I can finally see Yeah open my eyes and now I can finally see Living so different (Aye) When you give up your life you fate can change in an instant (Aye) A light in the darkness I know it was God who did it (Aye) When I look at that cross I see a man of resilience (Aye) Don't give up on living (Aye)