I'm lying in the pieces I wanna build a reason for the pain Until it's over If I could start the bleeding This time, could there be meaning to the rain? I'll be your soldier The battlefield is in my mind I can see you You're gonna hate the things you find They're beneath you Violence is my only crown All I'll do is bring you down So I took up that dagger in my hand Protest of a desperate soul I cut my paper skin as deep as bone but Couldn't pierce the bone to the marrow The marrow You've always loved a sad song There's nothing wrong with living in what's real Is something realer? When trauma turns to torture Don't wear that badge of honor like you'll heal Fearful feeler This cross you hang yourself upon It's not the loss that leads to gain The sadness never resurrects The rawness never kills the shame So let me take that dagger from your hand Cast it where we'll never go You pride yourself on how you bleed out slow but What will cut as far as the marrow? The marrow Give an answer, hold me in silence Tell me I'm something more than the violence Cure the cancer, faith to my doubting Love like a fire and silence the shouting Word of Heaven, joint be divided Brothers in arms, I'll be by His side with This my leaven: Made death my own Remind me whose I am 'til I come home Come home