I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself It sucks, I'm fucked but I'm excusing my issues One minute you love me then you're hurting me And how the fuck could you lie? But yet you know that I've missed you You let the substance take over, you've gone in insane I just want some honesty, can you quit screwing up my head You we're all the rest I had and now you're chewing up the lead Would you even fucking care if I explained to you how I bled Now I really know the reason to why I wish I was dead I cant feel my face, I cant feel anything anymore Block the fucking pain And you know that I've been, shut the door What do I do? Fight you? Bitch I'm nothing like you Wonder why I don't call, and don't write you I don't even like you, I don't even try to Bad But I guess I'm down bad, yeah I guess I'm down bad Oh my fucking god, am I right? Am I wrong? Am I one to kill myself or am I too strong? Sometimes I forget where I'm at, can we get back to that I don't even need to react, I'm by myself I got issues and they say I need help, that I need saving, I I'm stuck inside this hell, don't wanna change and I Am I right, am I wrong? Am I one to kill myself, or am I too strong? I could just forget it all, and throw my life away, yeah Oh my fucking god I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up I'm so pissed, I'm so pissed Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself