I been down south, if I'm being honest
I don't think nobody know what I'm feeling
I got a side of me nobody knows
Too many sins and I'm feeling so cold
I know that I said that I don't wanna wake up
But look at my sins, I'm not ready to go
But I'm feeling cold, I don't wanna go
Said I got my nutrients and I gotta chase it
Ain't no time to waste
But I'm searching for the purpose
Gotta new crew and I feel better than ever
To be honest, I would love for this shit to last forever
'Bout time to put that ego aside and we come together
At the same time, I don't really trust nobody ever
Never be the same since the things I went through
Got so many things that I thought I'd never do
Now I been going through war
I been going through war
I been going through war
Yeah, I been going through war
Since so many things that I hope not to see again
Many hoes fuckin' diff place for the same fame
I don't trust any woman when they say they ain't the same
Pop a truth, anyone can say things that they don't meant
Since I was a kid, I been hiding all my feelings
As a boy, I was taught not to be prone by my weakness
My only escape from this earth was my music
Now that I'm mad and I gotta learn how to use it
Make sure I don't blow it, gotta lock and I can close it
Thought I keep my eyes open for the odds and snitches
I been hearing stories 'bout me that I don't need to know
Keep saying the same shit you prolly starting to believe it
Thought I keep my mind straight, though I gotta live it
Move on with a purpose, I move in, no one can see it
The future is bright though my past got me bleeding
To my last breath know that I will never give in
I been going through war (I been going through war)
I been going through war (I been going through war
I been going through war (go fight it, go fight it)
I been going through war (oh-oh)
I been going through war
I been going through war
I been going through war
I been going through war