I haven't felt safe since 2007 I haven't felt safe since 2001 Pacing around my apartment To keep my heart open Call my friend in a cold sweat Am I dying? I don't wanna be afraid of strangers or being lonely I don't wanna play it safe I'll be brave, I'll sing karaoke I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live I haven't felt safe since 2007 I haven't felt safe since 2001 I'm a little girl with a woman's past Never gotten used to having tits and ass Never gotten used to living alone I swear to god it's gotta be unnatural I don't wanna be afraid of aging or gaining weight I want to take up space I wanna get up real early and stay up late I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live I wanna smile real big I wanna fucking live