I wish I loved as well as I could write I wish I wrote the things I truly mean I wish I was the sum of my goodbyes I wish I knew what to do with in-betweens I could carry in the palm of my hand All the times you looked at me like I was lovely That's not to say I don't think you think I'm lovely That's to say that I carry all the times I'll be the elephant in the room If it means I'm there I'd be a fly on your wall If it meant that I had a prayer I think you are a lover by design I'd carve you out in poetry and stone Try as I might, I'm struggling to stride The great divide between the knowing and the known I could carry in the hand on my heart All the times you made me feel like I was something That's not to say I think you think I'm nothing That's to say that I carry all the times I'll be the elephant in the room If it means I'm there I'd be a fly on your wall If it meant that I had a prayer I'll be the elephant in the room If it means I'm there I'd be a fly on your wall If it meant that I had a prayer ♪ I could carry in the palm of my hand All the times you looked at me like I was lovely That's not to say I don't think you think I'm lovely That's to say that I carry all the times