I'll lose you if I can't be alone I'm in love with your eyes when you get me stoned Drive me home and I'll sleepwalk back to you I am the girl that I thought I outgrew ♪ ♪ 22 years old in my parent's home Still speaking in a whisper on the phone Grandma lit up, cursing in the guest room All pissed off over the font on the family tomb When I leave, I'll leave in a quiet way But I'm too quiet to do anything but stay I keep trying to outline a better life But the pens run dry Yeah, the pens run dry And the lines never come out right anyway ♪ There are monsters everywhere I turn In disguise is my young self, I couldn't discern See them now in my brother's passing I see them now in my father's absence One is curled in the bedside wine glass In the master bedroom on mother's half I can hear the floorboards on which they creep I can feel their fingers while I sleep In a dream, I am 14 all again Watching my big brother talk to them Saying, "She ain't half your height, pick on someone else tonight" Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ Oh, ooh, ooh, ooh Oh, oh, ooh, ooh