In disgust (they are dead?) I watch the children play I watch their tiny hands See my hand [?] Backstabber, leave me alone What's wrong with me? Cause i've tried everything I'll give you my heart if you come and take me away I'm lost in your madness, little girl, but your madness can't stop my pain No your madness can't stop my pain You're not trying to Mother fuck The fear is back The fear is back The fear is back The fear is back The fear is back No place to hide my shamefulness No place to hide my discontent No place to hide my shamefulness Mother fuck The fear is back In disgust I watch the children play I watch their little hands See my hand Backstabbers, leave me alone What's wrong with me? Cause i've tried everything