WilI I last long when I'm 80? Putting time in on my own Counting down the days Is that why we have kids? For purpose in old age It's selfish in a way, bringing life into this world This ever spinning rock That's bursting into flames And all we do is blame The people that we've learned to hate But hate can be benign Essential I suppose It's harder to define than that It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that fuck me up ♪ Thoughts like, "Why am I alive?" I'm an echo through a hall Just a product of defеct My parents split up after all And I'm trying not to think Thesе thoughts don't help my case Just feels like something's wrong And it's eating at my brain It's getting quite severe Consuming everything It's why I cannot sleep It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that keep me up It's thoughts like this that fuck me up I know the fix is clear and I'm able But I'm not sure I want to be fixed at all It so clearly fills and defines me now It's like sickness grew to be a part of me